Thursday, 03 April 2008

• Lol...

  It's great to be able to see where each person visiting my page is from (country or state). And it's great fun to see what page referred them to it...I get a lot of Google visitors.  And the funniest one I saw was for today--the search was "I'm gassy while I'm asleep."  And it somehow took that person to my page.  Haha!!  I also get visitors from facebook, linkedin.com, Hong Kong, South Korea, Norway, and other countries around the world. 

  I've had a song stuck in my head all morning.  I don't remember the name of it, and I would play it if iTunes was working (but it's not...aaaaagh!!!  that's the only music player I use besides Ruckus).  It's by Nate Sallie, and the chorus goes something like this:

  "It's all about you
  It's not about me
  Wherever I go I want people to see
  Your light is shining
  Like the sun in everything that I do
  It's all about you."

  I've been thinking about that since I've had it stuck in my head.  It perfectly expresses my desire to be like Jesus.  And nothing is about me...everything is about God.  Everything points to him, and everything I do should bring glory to Him.  So what about my friends situation?  Pretty much the only person who's the problem is that one girl.  I want to be like Jesus...I don't have to be liked by her.  There were people who didn't like Jesus.  And, in his own group of "friends," one betrayed him to be killed.  She's certainly not doing that.  She's still nice, even though she sometimes does and says things that make me feel like she doesn't care.  And, for the record Zeke, I don't hate her.  I've never hated anyone, and I plan on never hating anyone in my life.  And I don't talk to her as much as I used to, not because I want to ignore her or be mean to her, but because I really don't have anything to say to her if she's going to not care.  I think she's protecting herself, to be honest.  She doesn't really open up to any of us girls about much...We shared our testimonies but I think she was keeping something back.  She has opinions but she's also very confused about things, and when she talks about the past she seems to withdraw and distance herself from it.  From what she's said about her parents, too, they have beliefs about church that are very...edgy...and they also have pasts that raise an eyebrow.  I care for her, and I wish I could get closer to her, but for now I think I'm just going to leave it be.  I'll be hurt more, I'm sure, by her, but God is using that pain to draw me to Him, and I know that things are in His hands.

  By the way, Jonagold and Fuji apples are quite delicious.

  ~Kjelse

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